Very beautiful person in the world....

You were the light of my life,

Person I lived for....

My all....

Part of me....

Right now you are having difficult moments,

Probably hurting so bad...

Maybe you don't feel the pain....

The only thing I can do is just watching you...

Till you go up to the place,

The place that have nothing but love....

Watching you suffering hurting me....

Even though I don't have any emotions left,

the water so called 'TEAR' fell down from my eyes...

Maybe I'm feeling sad...

ME?! BEING SAD?!!!

That's really weird....

I never cried when my mom had cancer.....

cause I couldn't feel anything

How hurtless am I?

But now I'm being sad because of you?

Maybe watching you suffering,

somehow gave me back one of my emotion

THE SADNESS

I hope you get end sooner...

So you don't have to suffer anymore...

Let you death be not painful....

I LOVE YOU Grandma....