i don't know exactly what i'm feeling right now

i am just pretending  but i can not do it anymore

everything is pressure me and i'm so stress out

you always expect to me that good at everything but you know sometimes i want give up  without any reason cause i feel like everything is exsist for nothing

i can  say i do my best but it's ruining

Fortunality, you are always beside me when i had hard times and felt depression

but the thing is  when you are there , sometimes it burden to me

i can 't acheive your requirement or expectation in  every moment

your high expectaition smother me.