Once-in-a-lifetime turning point of my life in loving you, my alter ego
by S.T. Danny
Just some days passed since my last all-out conflict with the source of my never-ending story. It looked like that I’d lost all of my journey on earth after the all-or-nothing fight. I’ve been so far reflecting on the most burdensome consequences and negative fallout from the ridiculous, but absolutely significant, shoot-out with which I meant to finish the ten-year long period of bloody misery in my destiny.
The last answer came to me in silence and the way I didn’t expected from my enemy lying in ambush. The piercing announcement of judgment on my rudeness that I had inflicted on my alter ego turned me upside down and tore me down by mobilizing all existing torturing instruments. Unexpectedly and strangely, however, her remarks rendered me capable of looking back on all my past story that had been developed till that very moment, and gave me another vision on restarting building a new framework of affection.
Although admitting the fact, it doesn’t mean yet that I’m now settled down regarding this matter that is unlikely to easily make me feel satisfied. Nevertheless, I may say, on the whole, that her remarks brought me some kind of rosy views driving me anyhow toward another dimension of both projecting my affectionate expressions and gathering her feedbacks without losing my composure. It could be said, in other words, reasonably that I had finally entered into, at least, a rather right relationship with her. Besides, it’s still obvious that I can’t speak out in public that the boat of my story is sailing off the wind. Despite all negative factors still remained in my journey to winning her affection, I can, at the moment, be convinced that I’ve reached a much higher level of making out with the hardly realizable mission seizing a good opportunity to begin my life anew.
Hopefully, my life will be changed enormously in the future, as I heaved up the anchor to sail into the work with confidence. All this, and yet, can’t be understood that I need now the minimal efforts to be in full harmony with my last goal. God help me get out of this perennial dilemma!
Once-in-a-lifetime turning point of my life in...
Once-in-a-lifetime turning point of my life in loving you, my alter ego
by S.T. Danny
Just some days passed since my last all-out conflict with the source of my never-ending story. It looked like that I’d lost all of my journey on earth after the all-or-nothing fight. I’ve been so far reflecting on the most burdensome consequences and negative fallout from the ridiculous, but absolutely significant, shoot-out with which I meant to finish the ten-year long period of bloody misery in my destiny.
The last answer came to me in silence and the way I didn’t expected from my enemy lying in ambush. The piercing announcement of judgment on my rudeness that I had inflicted on my alter ego turned me upside down and tore me down by mobilizing all existing torturing instruments. Unexpectedly and strangely, however, her remarks rendered me capable of looking back on all my past story that had been developed till that very moment, and gave me another vision on restarting building a new framework of affection.
Although admitting the fact, it doesn’t mean yet that I’m now settled down regarding this matter that is unlikely to easily make me feel satisfied. Nevertheless, I may say, on the whole, that her remarks brought me some kind of rosy views driving me anyhow toward another dimension of both projecting my affectionate expressions and gathering her feedbacks without losing my composure. It could be said, in other words, reasonably that I had finally entered into, at least, a rather right relationship with her. Besides, it’s still obvious that I can’t speak out in public that the boat of my story is sailing off the wind. Despite all negative factors still remained in my journey to winning her affection, I can, at the moment, be convinced that I’ve reached a much higher level of making out with the hardly realizable mission seizing a good opportunity to begin my life anew.
Hopefully, my life will be changed enormously in the future, as I heaved up the anchor to sail into the work with confidence. All this, and yet, can’t be understood that I need now the minimal efforts to be in full harmony with my last goal. God help me get out of this perennial dilemma!