뒤늦게 본 If only. 20060728. I

I have to tell you this
and you need to hear it.

I've Loved you since I met you...
but I wouldn't allow myself
to truly feel it until today.

I was always thinking ahead.
Making decisions out of fear.

Today, because of
what I learned from you...
every choice I made was different
and my life has completely changed.

And I've learned that if you do that
you're living your life fully.
It doesn't matter if you have
five minutes or fifty years.

Samantha, if not for today
if not for you...
I would never have known Love at all.

So thank you for being
the person who taught me to Love.

And to be Loved.