still have an image in the head, u always say u gonna try, gonna fly with ur wings of steel.. but u always seem to crawl...
u blame everything else, but u are the problem. u are the reason that I"m not happy, but u still can't figure it out. u always seem to think and worry but u are not doin anything to straight em out. u always say u are at the wrong place at the wrong time, but u just don't get it. u keep sayin u are gonna do it, u are gonna take the control, but u just keep forgetting it next day. if u are not gonna do it, then at least throw those images out, then it's not gonna hurt as much. but u love that pain, don't ya. u just love to feel it, adn u know it. and it's the reason u keep doin this to you. it drives u, it moves u. it sucks the life out of u, but it gives hope at the same time. it's quite refreshing. it makes u realize u are still alive. it's the only thing that reminds u that u are "really" alive. cuz u feel it..u feel it hard, u feel it strong. until u finally destroy urself and cry out for help, begging for a mercy and humanity. it's fucked up. but somehow..u feel...it's better being this way. that's the twist. u been in there so long, u don't know what's suppose to be what what what. so.....in a nutshell, it's funny how life works, but still, it's pretty much fucked up.
just sad.. and pathetic. s
just sad..
and pathetic.
still have an image in the head, u always say u gonna try, gonna fly with ur wings of steel.. but u always seem to crawl...
u blame everything else, but u are the problem. u are the reason that I"m not happy, but u still can't figure it out. u always seem to think and worry but u are not doin anything to straight em out. u always say u are at the wrong place at the wrong time, but u just don't get it. u keep sayin u are gonna do it, u are gonna take the control, but u just keep forgetting it next day. if u are not gonna do it, then at least throw those images out, then it's not gonna hurt as much. but u love that pain, don't ya. u just love to feel it, adn u know it. and it's the reason u keep doin this to you. it drives u, it moves u. it sucks the life out of u, but it gives hope at the same time. it's quite refreshing. it makes u realize u are still alive. it's the only thing that reminds u that u are "really" alive. cuz u feel it..u feel it hard, u feel it strong. until u finally destroy urself and cry out for help, begging for a mercy and humanity. it's fucked up. but somehow..u feel...it's better being this way. that's the twist. u been in there so long, u don't know what's suppose to be what what what. so.....in a nutshell, it's funny how life works, but still, it's pretty much fucked up.