I'm not ready to say good bye

I'de prefer to know in advance that I was going to die.

I'de like to be diagnosed with cancer, actually?

Have some time to prepare.

Go back to the rain forest one more time, read Moby Dick.

Possibly enter an international chess tournament.

At least have enough time to say good bye

to the people love.

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................... I'm not ready to say good bye ...