Invisible Woman (1)

She just wants to be real...

She worries...

  if she can't be seen or disappears, 

  people won't talk about her at all. 

"Would you mind if  I paint on you ?" 

  he asks gently, softly.. with a perfect smile.

"Paint on my body ?"

"Or clothes...?"

"I... don't know."

"I can't tell you I'm sure of that,

   but you should try everything you can do."

"You really think it's gonna be helpful ?"

"You know... 

 Everytime I looked at you... I felt living in the

  deepest well named 'U'.

 I saw there was a missing boat which lost its

  sense of direction in the middle of the ocean. 

 Now the boat has no idea to get out of there,

  even don't want to think or worry. Because..

  it gave up finding another space for sailing..."

She has nothing to tell him.   

He's right. 

She's forgotten solving her problem for a long

  time. Because she couldn't get any clues to

  grab an answer.

She thought she could do something else to

  return to her normal life.

But she realized that it would be never...

  happened.

It doesn't need to be fixed.

"You think you can't love him any more...

  so long as you are in this situation...

 You're afraid of that ? Losing him ?"

She doesn't say. Nope. She can't.

She is crying.

He can't see her. But he can see... her tears.

Only... tears and sorrowful sound.

And then he knows.. he's never asked her name.

He doesn't know her name.

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     - Fri.  Oct. 13th. 2006.

     - by Sunnie Lyun         >