냉정함마저 컨트롤하다

김원열2006.11.04
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Photo Title: '눈물로 그녀의 실망, 좌절을 표현할 수 있다면, 울어야겠다'

 

 

 

잘 가시게나.

응. - so thin. with which emotion? disappointment, mainly frustration

 

 ┎언제는 쟤한테 대쉬한다면서

 ┃                                        --->we didn't ask to each other directly with mentioning

 ┗둘다 시큐리티야?                      other's name and without, at least me, looking at her

 

 

━> I'm successful that I didn't stare at her at any one moment; actually, I just looked at her a moment, at which I don't remember what I asked, but she responded immidiately, a bit loudly- it was about the marriage of Jichan

      I could confirm her likeness on me.

      I could confirm she is different from ordinary women in terms of judgement, feeling, righteousness.- she didn't want popularity from men, but one consistent love from a man.

      I could confirm that when I don't care her, she loses her energy, brightness, mightbe something more. If I don't care her, she, one flower, withers.

      Not caring her was a torture: I didn't recognize whether she was in danger or not, I couldn't see her beautiful appearance, especially today. I thought I was so unlucky.

      I don't know she trusts my love on her, firmly.

      Her last reponse said "I did", even though I tried not to hurt her as much as I can with perceiving my feeling.

      I don't know exactly why she went to her house, earlier than me.

 

 

━ Post-script ━

      I can't remember her appearance of today, except some words, but I can feel her on today's meeting. God, allow her to be on Your way.

 

      Thx.

      This is so beautiful day