God is always even-handed.
He gave me little happiness
and
He gave me heartrending agony.
...Jesus Christ...
I just guess now.
But...If it is true...
I won't believe people anymore.
It won't be true.
It wont' be true.
to say myself.
But there is mortal fear inside of my heart.
Pain....
pressure heart then squeeze blood.
feel a pain.
It's too painful.
...Na!
I'm not hurted.
Never!
...Fuck..!!
true...
If it is true...
...Really...
I can't imagine how to do.
the feeling that burn my head turning white.
Well...I try.
Believe you.
But....
Don't do that anymore.
I'm not a stupid.
God is always even-handed.