Yes, it has been with me for years since I began to live alone. On sundays, oh actually it doesn't have to be sundays I would rather say holidays instead. When I get up in the morning on those days, I feel so good and everything seems to be perfect. Almost singing, I cook for brunch and have a great meal time. After some hours of doing what I like such as surfingt he internet , playing games or just doing nothing, or chillin'? whatever. After that all of a sudden I begin to feel loneliness coming from all the way down inside my heart. If I do nothing about it, my mood drastically gets worse so I can't help feeling sad. By the time it almost get to the night, I went crazy because of being alone all day long. It has been while since I figured this out, but I am still on the same track repeating same all shits over and over. Even though I was so busy doing whole bunch of homeworks and studies today, It went exactly the same. I'm losing control now. Someone's gotta save me. Shit. it seems like there's nobody.
Think I just forgot to let myself to be somewhat social today.
I don't know. U think now is the time to go back home?
Sunday dilema Yes, it has be
Sunday dilema
Yes, it has been with me for years since I began to live alone. On sundays, oh actually it doesn't have to be sundays I would rather say holidays instead. When I get up in the morning on those days, I feel so good and everything seems to be perfect. Almost singing, I cook for brunch and have a great meal time. After some hours of doing what I like such as surfingt he internet , playing games or just doing nothing, or chillin'? whatever. After that all of a sudden I begin to feel loneliness coming from all the way down inside my heart. If I do nothing about it, my mood drastically gets worse so I can't help feeling sad. By the time it almost get to the night, I went crazy because of being alone all day long. It has been while since I figured this out, but I am still on the same track repeating same all shits over and over. Even though I was so busy doing whole bunch of homeworks and studies today, It went exactly the same. I'm losing control now. Someone's gotta save me. Shit. it seems like there's nobody.
Think I just forgot to let myself to be somewhat social today.
I don't know. U think now is the time to go back home?