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Father,

i'm so blinded by darkness i brought.

There's nothin i can see clearly these days.

In reality where I can't resist,

as I try harder, things get worse and worse

until I acknowledge the truth of it.

I still remember how good You were to me.

I still hope You will allow me to change in Your time.

Not by my own strength,

but Your strength.

First time in my life,

You let me feel the warmth in this world thru Your love.

Your salvation taught me how to love others.

That was the happiest, quietest,

and most peaceful,

also beautiful time I won't even forget.

I miss those days that

I could feel You are always with me.

Father, to You,

I confess that I'm lost without You.

I don't see any way I have to take a step ahead.

Guide me once again, Lord.

Enlighten me with Your wisdom.

Strengthen me with Your love.

Rebuke me whenever I'm against Your willing.

Right this moment,

I NEED YOU, FATHER GOD.