Lately

Hm... today I feel very stupid.

In fact, today I proposed to one girl who I like.

I prepared a Lyric about confessing my heart to her and recorded a music(rap) and I gave that music file to her.

I expected that she will be impressed. but it wasn't.

To her, I was one of boy friend who are very comfortable and there was no boundary between us.  

So she is saying that we'd better be a friend cause it is more continuance relation.

so I think today's episode made her very embrassed. I'm feeling very sorry about her.

However! The thing is that I don't want to lose her.

Should I feel satisfaction with this realtionship?

Is there anyone who have these kind of experience?