He looked away from my wondering eyes, lifting my gauze - wrapped hand from the bed
and holding it gently in his, careful not to disrupt the wire connecting me to one of
the monitors.
I waited patiently for the rest
He sighed without returning my gaze
" It was impossible..to stop"
He whispered
"I'm possible, But I did"
He looked up finally, with half a smile
" I must love u "
"Don't I taste as good as I smell?"
I smiled in reponse, that hurt my face
" Even better, better than I'd imagined"
"I'm going to die. I may not die now...but I'm going to die sometime. Every minute of the day, I get closer N I'm going to get old. That's how it's supposed to happen.
How it should happen. How it would have happened if I didn't exist- N I shouldn't
exist"
"That's stupid. That's like going to someone who's just won the lottery, taking their
money, N saying...Bella, We're not having this discussion anymore.I refuse to
damm u to an eternity of right N that's the end of it"
"If u think that's the end, then u don't know me very well "
I warned him
" u're not the only vampire I know...Alice already saw it. didn't she? I guessed that's why the things she says upset u. She knows I'm going to be like u..someday"
"She's wrong. she also saw u dead, but that didn't happen, either..Is that what u dream about? Being a monster?"
" Not exactly"
I said frowning at his word choice, Monster, indeed
" Mostly I dream about being with u forever"
"Bella, I will stay with u. isn't that enough?"
I smiled under his fingertips
"Enough for me"
I said
" I love more than everything else in the world combined. Isn't that enough?"
Twilight - An Impasse
" I like how u smell "
"How did u do it?"
I asked quietly
He knew what I meant
" I'm not sure"
He looked away from my wondering eyes, lifting my gauze - wrapped hand from the bed
and holding it gently in his, careful not to disrupt the wire connecting me to one of
the monitors.
I waited patiently for the rest
He sighed without returning my gaze
" It was impossible..to stop"
He whispered
"I'm possible, But I did"
He looked up finally, with half a smile
" I must love u "
"Don't I taste as good as I smell?"
I smiled in reponse, that hurt my face
" Even better, better than I'd imagined"
"I'm going to die. I may not die now...but I'm going to die sometime. Every minute of the day, I get closer N I'm going to get old. That's how it's supposed to happen.
How it should happen. How it would have happened if I didn't exist- N I shouldn't
exist"
"That's stupid. That's like going to someone who's just won the lottery, taking their
money, N saying...Bella, We're not having this discussion anymore.I refuse to
damm u to an eternity of right N that's the end of it"
"If u think that's the end, then u don't know me very well "
I warned him
" u're not the only vampire I know...Alice already saw it. didn't she? I guessed that's why the things she says upset u. She knows I'm going to be like u..someday"
"She's wrong. she also saw u dead, but that didn't happen, either..Is that what u dream about? Being a monster?"
" Not exactly"
I said frowning at his word choice, Monster, indeed
" Mostly I dream about being with u forever"
"Bella, I will stay with u. isn't that enough?"
I smiled under his fingertips
"Enough for me"
I said
" I love more than everything else in the world combined. Isn't that enough?"
"Yes , it is enough"
He answered, smiling
"Enough for forever"