영어 해석좀 도와주세요 꼮!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

it literally feels like digging it out with a sharp knife....

every time every fucking time....

it hurts so bad...do i look that stupid to you??

i know i am a fool......so easy to fool me....

but i didnt want you to fool me.......i trusted you....

(the past tense of words are so scary)

해석좀 부탁드려요