어릴적꿈이있었습니다,,동녀중(부산이죠)다니었던한소녀와,,부산서중다니던,,한소년은,,10년뒤결혼하기로했죠..그소녀는15세,,그소년은16세..그런데,,그두소년과소녀는,,그땐,,마음만으론되는건세상에없다는잔인한현실을몰랐나봅니다..결국엔,,지금,,10년뒤,,남남으로,,살아가고있으니까요,,전가끔회상해봅니다만,,사랑하는사람끼리,,혹은가족,친구,맘에없는말로,상처입히고,되돌릴수없는길을가게만든다는것,원래,,칼로입은상처보단,말로입은상처가더큰법이거든요,그녀를위해준다는게...그녀에겐,큰상처가되고,그녀가나를위해준다는게..나에겐큰상처가되고,,그러한오해속에..사랑하는사람,,서로남남이되어가고.,이러한오해속에.서로,마음이변해헤어지고,시기하고.질투하고,미워하며,헤어진,,연인,친구,동생,얼마나많은가요..누구나가다한번쯤.겪어보았으리라생각합니다,하지만,,이제라도늦지않았어요,용기내어,그사람에게.진실로,가식없는모습으로,자기의속마음을털어내어보세요,진실과,거짓,그리고,가식,그건종이한장차이인것같아요.다가서서,그사람본연의모습을보면,아~내가잘못알았구나,하고생각드실거예요,,그래서,,저도용기내어,,언젠가,,혹시우연히,,이글을,,읽을지도모르는그녀에게,,용기내어,,제맘을털어내어봅니다,(사실,그녀연락처가바뀌었거든요,),,선주야,,우리처음만난,아니,,내생에첫번째인너,,안조은기억들많지만,그래도난너를예나지금이나,변함없이사랑한단다,어릴적하늘에두고맹세한그약속,죽어서도,아니죽을때그찰나의순간까지도,내사랑은,오직너하나뿐일거란거,난아직그맹세져버리지않았어,언제어떤모습으로니가살고있을지모르지만,난,,항상,이하늘아래,너와같은이살고잇다는거,그거하나만으로도,내삶에감사하며살래.그리고후회다시만나는그런기회가오면,,나너,죽어도,,놓지않을래,,죽어도,,천개의칼날이,내심장을갈갈히,찢어놓을지라도,,나,,다시는,,보내지않을래,,선주야,,사랑해..설령,지금니가,,다른남자의여자가되였을지라도,,난,,너와,,그사람과의,,행복마저,,사랑할래..행복하며,,잘살길바래..곁에없어도,,항상,,니가행복하길바랄께..,,그런,,니가,,내곁에있었다면하는건,,,후회없는젊으날의헛된꿈이되어버렸지만
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어릴적꿈이있었습니다,,동녀중(부산이죠)다니었던한소녀와,,부산서중다니던,,한소년은,,10년뒤결혼하기로했죠..그소녀는15세,,그소년은16세..그런데,,그두소년과소녀는,,그땐,,마음만으론되는건세상에없다는잔인한현실을몰랐나봅니다..결국엔,,지금,,10년뒤,,남남으로,,살아가고있으니까요,,전가끔회상해봅니다만,,사랑하는사람끼리,,혹은가족,친구,맘에없는말로,상처입히고,되돌릴수없는길을가게만든다는것,원래,,칼로입은상처보단,말로입은상처가더큰법이거든요,그녀를위해준다는게...그녀에겐,큰상처가되고,그녀가나를위해준다는게..나에겐큰상처가되고,,그러한오해속에..사랑하는사람,,서로남남이되어가고.,이러한오해속에.서로,마음이변해헤어지고,시기하고.질투하고,미워하며,헤어진,,연인,친구,동생,얼마나많은가요..누구나가다한번쯤.겪어보았으리라생각합니다,하지만,,이제라도늦지않았어요,용기내어,그사람에게.진실로,가식없는모습으로,자기의속마음을털어내어보세요,진실과,거짓,그리고,가식,그건종이한장차이인것같아요.다가서서,그사람본연의모습을보면,아~내가잘못알았구나,하고생각드실거예요,,그래서,,저도용기내어,,언젠가,,혹시우연히,,이글을,,읽을지도모르는그녀에게,,용기내어,,제맘을털어내어봅니다,(사실,그녀연락처가바뀌었거든요,),,선주야,,우리처음만난,아니,,내생에첫번째인너,,안조은기억들많지만,그래도난너를예나지금이나,변함없이사랑한단다,어릴적하늘에두고맹세한그약속,죽어서도,아니죽을때그찰나의순간까지도,내사랑은,오직너하나뿐일거란거,난아직그맹세져버리지않았어,언제어떤모습으로니가살고있을지모르지만,난,,항상,이하늘아래,너와같은이살고잇다는거,그거하나만으로도,내삶에감사하며살래.그리고후회다시만나는그런기회가오면,,나너,죽어도,,놓지않을래,,죽어도,,천개의칼날이,내심장을갈갈히,찢어놓을지라도,,나,,다시는,,보내지않을래,,선주야,,사랑해..설령,지금니가,,다른남자의여자가되였을지라도,,난,,너와,,그사람과의,,행복마저,,사랑할래..행복하며,,잘살길바래..곁에없어도,,항상,,니가행복하길바랄께..,,그런,,니가,,내곁에있었다면하는건,,,후회없는젊으날의헛된꿈이되어버렸지만