조언좀부탁드릴게요..정말답답하고미칠꺼같아이렇게글을쓰게됫어요 글이길더라도제얘기좀들어주시고조언좀해주세요.제전남친이죠2~3달전에군입대일주일전부터저에게헤어지자햇어요전일주일을계속잡앗구요차이신분은아시겟지만..정말힘들었어요잠도못자고걔만계속찾고차갑고못들을말도들으며계속잡았어요..제가너무답답한마음에제가아는남자얘한테왜이렇게헤어지자하는지모르겟다하니깐그러더라구요..너한테미안해서그런거일수도잇다고나같음못된말모진말해서까지보냇을꺼라면서요전그말듣고더걜잡을수밖에없었어요계속헤어지자해서걔잇는데까지가게됫어요가는내내저한테욕하며자기딴여자랑잇다며오지말라고하더라구요울면서갓어요가서..무릎까지꿀을생각으로갓어요미련하고바보같은거알지만그땐어떻게든잡을생각밖에안들더라구요..근데꿀기도전에걔가꿀으라하더라구요전꿀을생각에갓으니꿀었구요근데결국그렇게군입대하고,걔가가기전에너평생못잊을꺼다모그런말에전걜못잊고계속찾앗어요,걔네친구들한테물어보고수료식날저도가게됫어요그때마지막한번만잡을생각에갓어요저도많이힘들었으니깐요..걔얼굴을보니걘잘잇었나봐요전진짜힘들었는데..날보며반길줄알앗는데아니더라구요왜그렇게헤어지자햇는지생각이또많아졌죠근데그때다시돌아왓어요전정말잘해줄생각밖에없었고너무좋앗어요..편지도막쓰고필요할꺼같은것도보냇구요근데일주일전에걔가헤어지자하더라구요..전계속잡앗어요두번이거감당하면진짜힘들어서저도그만할려햇는데또잡았어요.근데잡아도잡아도안오더라구요그렇게전또힘들었구,근데걘저랑헤어진지이틀도안지나여소해달라햇다는거에요..그때알겟더라구요얜처음부터내가질려서싫어서헤어지자햇구나..저도그만할려햇는데그게마음대로안되더라구다용서할테니깐지금이라도후회되면돌아오라햇어요..근데너무나차갑게대하는거에요제가알던얘가맞나싶을정도로..저한테마음이없대요제발좀가라그만해라지친다하더라구요저도그런말들으며자존심도짓밝히고초라하고비참햇지만저가그렇게힘들어도걜못놓아주겟어요너무좋아햇던얘라서요어떻게해야할지모르겟어요..또걔가그런진심이아닐수도잇단바보같은생각해요1
정말답답해서미치겟다
글이길더라도제얘기좀들어주시고조언좀해주세요.제전남친이죠2~3달전에군입대일주일전부터저에게헤어지자햇어요전일주일을계속잡앗구요차이신분은아시겟지만..정말힘들었어요잠도못자고걔만계속찾고차갑고못들을말도들으며계속잡았어요..제가너무답답한마음에제가아는남자얘한테왜이렇게헤어지자하는지모르겟다하니깐그러더라구요..너한테미안해서그런거일수도잇다고나같음못된말모진말해서까지보냇을꺼라면서요전그말듣고더걜잡을수밖에없었어요계속헤어지자해서걔잇는데까지가게됫어요가는내내저한테욕하며자기딴여자랑잇다며오지말라고하더라구요울면서갓어요가서..무릎까지꿀을생각으로갓어요미련하고바보같은거알지만그땐어떻게든잡을생각밖에안들더라구요..근데꿀기도전에걔가꿀으라하더라구요전꿀을생각에갓으니꿀었구요근데결국그렇게군입대하고,걔가가기전에너평생못잊을꺼다모그런말에전걜못잊고계속찾앗어요,걔네친구들한테물어보고수료식날저도가게됫어요그때마지막한번만잡을생각에갓어요저도많이힘들었으니깐요..걔얼굴을보니걘잘잇었나봐요전진짜힘들었는데..날보며반길줄알앗는데아니더라구요왜그렇게헤어지자햇는지생각이또많아졌죠근데그때다시돌아왓어요전정말잘해줄생각밖에없었고너무좋앗어요..편지도막쓰고필요할꺼같은것도보냇구요근데일주일전에걔가헤어지자하더라구요..전계속잡앗어요두번이거감당하면진짜힘들어서저도그만할려햇는데또잡았어요.근데잡아도잡아도안오더라구요그렇게전또힘들었구,근데걘저랑헤어진지이틀도안지나여소해달라햇다는거에요..그때알겟더라구요얜처음부터내가질려서싫어서헤어지자햇구나..저도그만할려햇는데그게마음대로안되더라구다용서할테니깐지금이라도후회되면돌아오라햇어요..근데너무나차갑게대하는거에요제가알던얘가맞나싶을정도로..저한테마음이없대요제발좀가라그만해라지친다하더라구요저도그런말들으며자존심도짓밝히고초라하고비참햇지만저가그렇게힘들어도걜못놓아주겟어요너무좋아햇던얘라서요어떻게해야할지모르겟어요..또걔가그런진심이아닐수도잇단바보같은생각해요