I'd seen him first before I met my present boy friend Jay. To my surprised his English name was also Jay when he graduated the Civil university in LA. He attracted me with his neat appearance and manful voice when I saw him first, but he didn't make a deep seat in my mind yet - just I thought he was cool in different ways from others' - actaully he was my style. Three years later, however, a few days ago, I saw him again in a soap drama 'The Scent of Men' in MBC, I started falling in love with him as a fan or a liittle more as a guy.
Frankly speaking I've never thought I would like a guy who had well-shaped body and thick face line as him - I thought only thin and tall body was attractive to me. He has muscular arms and legs that I regarded unattractive body conditions, but I feel that even those are making him more attractive. I really enjoying watching him in a white suit shirt and simple black pants because dressing that way makes him look neat and honest. I've never seen a guy white thirts goes well with better than him.
Moreover, he is very similar to my boy friend Jay in appearance - He has big eyes and double eyelids just like Jay. That's why I told Jay "You resemble an actor very much I know" when I met him in 1999. Usually man's double eyelids make him look greasy and oily to me, but Jay's and his are very different - they look very innocent and single-hearted for their girls with them. I really like his slouching eyes and thick eyebrows.
There's another more important reason I like him than his apprearance - his consistant trial for acting. He has played a small part in soap dramas or a movie since he got the 3rd prize in the KBS Super Talent Contest in 1995. However he didn't give up acting he liked to do. I think that's what makes his fans like him until now. I'm sure someday he will success as a great big actor with his long patience.
Since last Thursday when I watched 'The Scent of Men' on TV, I've got a lot of informations of him and looked around all his homepages and fanpages. It's one of my presures to read his writings and watch the previous flashes he acted. I don't know until when he makes my heart beating, but I can be sure he's gonna change an angle of my vision to a man. Now I got another object in life - to meet him and contract with him in person..!!