Underlining love Afraid of the fire that it’ll consume all… Praying yet dreading for the love we seek… Blinded by our own thoughts and our emotions jumbled… In the complicated yet beautiful puzzle called life. Seeking for the truth that lies on our nose… It is so close that we can not see… It is an irony, a laugh all on its own… Afraid, fear blinding… So simple yet so complicated… It seems to make no sense at all because we see the truth and we don’t… Falling, feeling so great, so wonderful that little taste of joy of what it is all about it scares so much, We run we fight we scream … We are so damn frightened like fear would cushion our fall though the fear is the very thing that makes us fall hard, providing the absolute pain … Providing the hurt, the pain that was never meant to be there,, It makes our flight, our float our fall. Yet even though we know all this, we choose to fall, to distance our selves from the truth of love. Because we are so damn afraid of ourselves, afraid of the truth of what it’ll actually mean and say. So we choose in sense pain instead of joy. Perhaps we are afraid of its consequences and what the world would tell us of our love. We can’t just release the love that keeps us. That frees us and makes us who we are because acceptance is so important to us We fear ourselves to be ourselves in front to act as we want to, to love as we want too. To show love as we want too because they might not accept because we are afraid that love might not be reciprocated; we play the game that we loose so much of the truth that is so simple. So afraid to just say I love you of to even say I like you for the consequences we built for ourselves of saying those worlds to actually feel those words. We distance ourselves, we blind ourselves we choose to fall instead to fly for those that see, envy and judge. We choose to fall to fear because of ourselves we create a cycle of hurt. It seems that pain is easier to deal with the anger is easier to deal with than just to look at ourselves to look into our hearts to find ourselves and to let others see. We fear love because we judge others because we know they judge us Although it is all envy deep down because it means so much just to be true, to be real, to be really you. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ This piece really means the world to me... When I write, I write for me and no one else... It was such a release for me to write this piece. And Every time I read it I learn and feel alot from it. To me what it says is very true... As I am now sharing it to you, I hope you enjoy it.