It' freezing very early morning the day after yesterday.

time flies like dream.

I felt cold in my bones  while moving through northern area of Iran 2003.

I thought a lot about  real  meaning of odeal of one's  tiny life every moment every second.

what is  correct  direction,right  judgement of worthy views  in the every fregment of time?

there  a lot of  vacant word and worthless conversation among multitude in the huge  continent.

I  have experienced so many different face of  heart feeling could  slice every lay of huminity.

whenever I return  from long journey,  I  feel a sort  of  foreigner  in korea  my motherland.

what  is  real korea?

where  is korea?

why people look like stranger here in korea.

I  feel I need to  prepare another concept of myself to  dealing korean concept among korean society.

I  couldn't present straight views through  my idea  which trained  long time  in the other continents.

I  know  I  need  to  adjust  myself  into new trend of changing culture.

I  willing to  respect other's varity idea.

but, I  think  there so much irresposbility about education way  of  one's parents in the world.

In the  past, most of children monitored their behavier  good  or  bad by elders of their town,village  everywhere.

Every elders of one's socity  were teacher and directer  at  those time.

So  most of  youth controled and repared their bad idea or bad trying by many adult.

now a days, In  the social  meeting there  are no right  teaching about  derailed bad manner  of baby or children.

just  watching and thinking without  pointing out children's  any fault  the reason  why they don't want make feel  bad children's mother or father.

we  all  become a spectators and give up our better  future our hope, in the name of 'comforterble'