so what if he thinks that you are a good investment?

when after all that talking and planning, you decide that he is not worth investing.

expecting to come out of this dilemma triumphantly...

you realize you are a silly fool to think that you would even get that gratifying reaction.

so here you are...

you felt powerful yesterday... you were stronger yesterday.

now you are less powerful than ever today... you are weaker today.

but not to lose hope.

because there is tomorrow. there is next week. next month, so on and so forth, you'll move on.

but why do i feel like i should tell him. or that i want to confess something to him.

but then we all know the outcome. NOTHING changes.

but you've lost u r pride and dignity.

why did you just message him? did you realize he wont be responding?

now you can't undo what you just have done...

silly you... silly me...