나만 힘든거야..나만 잠못자고

나만 밥못먹고..나만 멍해있고

나만 우울하고..나만 생각많고

나만 복잡하고..나만 계속울고

니만 죽고싶고..나만 많이아파

나만 그렇다고..그러니까  정신차려

모르겠어..아직도 내가 뭘해야 하는지.. 내가 뭘 원하는지..해야 할일도 많고..

하고싶은 일도 많은데 왜 아직도 혼자만 멍청하게 그시간에..그추억에..멈춰있는건지..

'내가 너를 왜 좋아했는지 알아? '

'아니, 왜 좋아했는데? '

"니가 날 정말 좋아하는줄 알았어"....

Only I'm suffereing.. Not getting enough sleep..

Only I can't eat.. Being dull all the time..

ONly I'm depressed.. In a deep thinking..

Only I'm confused.. Crying all the time..

Only I want to die.. Felling those pains..

It's only me.. so get back on your feet!

I dont' know.. what I have to do more.. what I want.. There are lot more to do..

Lot more things that i want to do.. But.. why am I stuck in the momories.. and standing still..

"Do you know why I loved you?"

"No, Why did you love me?"

"Because.... i thought you really loved me..."