울기도 많이 울었고

Cried really a lot

죽기직전까지 아파도 봤고

Felt sick like just going to die
늘 그리워했고

Always missed you

조금이라도 잊혀질까 매일매일생각했고

And thought about you all the time because you may fade away
보고싶다고 질질짜고

Sobbed you because I missed you

친구라도 되고 싶어서 안절부절했었고

I was on pins and needles just to become your friend
잊지않으려고 억지로 기억해냈고

Recalled your memories again and again to not to forget you
술먹으면 술주정으로 너에 이야기 늘어놓고

My drunken frenzy was all about you
용기냈다는게 고작 문자하나 보내는게 다였고

what I have done with my courage was just sending you one SMS

나없이도 행복한 너 보면서 얼마나 가슴아팠는지...

I was really grieved looking at you being so happy even without me...