just a boy
no cosmic lover
this wicked town
something beautiful and new
forgive me for i did not know
cause i was just a boy
you were so much more
than any god could ever plan
more than a woman or a man
now i understand
how much i took from you
that when everything starts breaking down
you take the pieces off the ground
show this wicked town
something beautiful and new
you think that luck has left you there
but maybe there's nothing up in the sky but air
and there's no mystical design
no cosmic lover preassigned
there's nothing you can find
that cannot be found
cause with all the changes you've been through
it seems the stranger's always you
alone again in some new wicked little town
and when you've got no other choice
you know you can follow my voice
through the dark turns and noise
of this wicked little town
it's a wicked little town
good bye wicked little town
-tomy sings for hedwig
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이상한 영화다

보고난 다음 괜히 주변 사람들 이런 사람없나

생각해 보게 되고..

정말 있다면 뭐라고 해야될까

어떻게 대해야 할까 생각해봤다ㅎ

만약 내가 사랑하는 사람이 이렇다해도 사랑해 줄 수 있을까..

나도 도망가지 않을까..

엄마가 기다려 하면서 가지 않을까..

그러지 않을까..

아직 내가 가지고 있는 선입견 때문에 확실히

그러지 않을 것이라는 장담이 없다

물론 장난이라면 당연히 사랑해 줄 수 있다고 하겠지만

진지하게 하면 장난도 진지해 보이는 사람이기에

대답 못하고 술만 마실것 같다는...