Today I talked with my father about how I have been and what I am looking for. He listened carefully to what I was saying.
He used to be a big barrier, which frustrated me. I tried to escape out of it. But I realised that I was still in.
Now he is still the barrier but didn't put me down at all. It is my last shelter.
"Go for it, Sarah. And when you need a rest, come and take a breath."
Thanks, Dad.