I am crying over and over

until my feelings get better,like a miracle

I pray over and over

but it is not established..

.

.

.

as it is ..

whatever it is..

I..

am the only one who suffers who

i am..

.

.

denying myself..

.

.

why me?

..

.

Once again, I am blaming myself

against the Gods..

To stand against the beauty evils..

pretty much........................