Recently, for a few days, I have been wandering and roaming in my mental vacancy, psychologically with very unstable condition, which gave me uncertainty about myself, anxiety and the most useless thoughts.

During this sluggish period of the time, I couldn't be determined what ways were correct or not, what made a sense to me and this way I've been following does really make me have a good turning point. I don't know exactly what I should  do. It's like the dark prison or inferno.

What really made my psychology unstable was created by prejudice toward people like fool, stupid, geek and herd and so on. This has extremly been interrupting me to precede to my aim that I really want to achieve.

How can I remove this dammed thing out of my mind? I'd really like to be normal. If I keep possessing this bad habit demolishing my psychology, I'll never develop my ability to perform something. Thus, I must get rid of this sluggish and weak points out of my mind.

Could you tell me you can do it? Oh, please~~~