헤어진지한달이넘었네요벌써....아직도하루종일생각나죽겠고미칠것같아요...제가찼는데..정말미련하거이기적이죠...그러고나서2번?잡았는데단호하더라고요..길게길게밥잘챙겨먹고공부열심히하거어머님말씀도잘들으래요절많이사랑하고아꼈는데끝까지내마음이다기한테다온느낌은안들었데요항상엇나가는짓만하고속썩였었어요나한테한없이퍼주던사람이였는데..1년가까이사겼어요항상저주고위해주고챙겨주고너무고맙고많이소중한사람이였어요그때생각하면정말저를때려주고싶어요너무후회되고힘들고ㅠ...힘들어서떠난거같아요힘들데요...근데헤어질때그랬어요정말인연이면다시만날거라고그땐진짜놔주지말고사랑하자고...그냥한말일까요추억도많고서로처음해본것도많은데진심으로그렇게사랑해본적은처음이였어요왜그땐더잘하지못했을까후회많이되고요그사람이절욕하고다녀도할말이없어요있을때잘하란말이맞는말같아요후회할짓왜했을까요다시만날가능성은있을까요...멀지도가깝지도않게사는데마주칠일도거의없고연락도안해요..힘들다길래더보채기도매달리기도미안하고내가내생각만해서그사람힘들게하면어쩌나걱정도되고요..그래서마음속으론잊으려고노력하는데그게잘안되네요상태명도프사도안올라어고페메는1번했어요안자냐고그러더라고요근데그것도몇마디못하고끝났고요제친구한테저잘지내냐고그랬더군요근데절다잊었다고막그랬데요..진짜일까요희망버려야되는데너무힘들어요어떻게해야할까요정말??딴사람사귀기도너무괴로워요그사람이랑만하던손잡기뽀뽀도딴사람이랑하면설레긴커녕정이안가요...사귀는게장난도아니거진심으로대해야하는데..그래서딴사람도멋만나고혼자너무힘드네요제생각은날까요???..댓글로충고나조언부탁드려요