요세 너무 나 자신에게 실망스러운 나날이다...

내 자신에게 너무 원망스럽고, 너무 싫타...

집중력과 의지력이 너무 떨어졌다...ㅠㅠ

내 advisor이자 가장 친한 캐네디언 친구 크리스가 말했다...

trust me man.. you'll be fine, you're just really worried about school n' you're home sick

i remember what the teachers told me.. they're like "even if you're a straight A student higschool, it doesn't make a difference.. it's your ability to keep motivated and work really hard"

we can't always do good on everything

you just have to wokr harder man

너무 힘이되구 고마운 친구이다...ㅠㅠ.

정신차려야지...