i feel like the game is already on.... or over.

it's scorching hot outside and i am not motivated any more.

its been a long long 2 months. i dont think i had a single day off. (quite a few half days though).

do i feel ready? hardly.... but all i can do at this point is praying.... and taking care of myself so that i can be in the best condition/shape on the exam days (can u believe it ... its "days" not just a "day"!! whew...)

I just want to be over with it. I know those three days will feel hellish to me... and to everyone else. at least i wont be the only one enduring the torture.

after the exam.... i have so much waiting for me!!! and i am looking forward to all of them. anything seems to be better than studying for the bar (well, maybe studying for the board is pretty darn stressful too... but at least med school people know they are very likely to pass!!)

12:16pm.. havent started studying yet. contemplated going to peet's... but too hot to step outside.... too hot to the point that i had to be careful with which underwear i wear. it's that hot in my room and at the library. i am not sure i want to go to hongkong any more given the weather.... perhaps australia??? winter sounds good to me now.

ok, shall we start?!