i hate u

being like someone else i knew

being such a jerk

being so harsh, not knowing what's in here

i hate hate hate hate… i almost abhor

looking at the scars u left me with

but i can't...just can't

keep thinking about it

i keep

thinking

thinking

thinking

and thinking...

my stupid selfish senseless speechless self

won't let it go

won't stop the thoughts

coming up to the surface

so i'll end up hating myself

that's the conclusion i've made today_

u hurt me so bad_