I 've been dealing with a computer for three hours..

I cannot possibly open my eyes well...

After i acted opening and closing my eyes over and over again,

it is getting better at least this moment....

I have to start studying again to get something that i've wanted

before... I shouldn't keep standing on the same road anymor

e, even though i won't be able to move to anywhere by myself.

I just feel like i'm getting lazy as getting adjust my life in syde

ny......I shoudn't keep going like now  and i should change

my mine as soon as i can...

I'll have to do everything that i couldn't before for my life, 

in advance my heart stop breathing....

definetely.........