7/20/06 Jueves...

I feel like shit today.

I am so stupid..

my life is just like a labyrinth..

so complicated..

don't know the way to get out of it.

how can I forget all those memories?

how can I make up everything again?

how can I go back to the past?

What can I do right now...?

damn..

I feel terrible..

and this freaking weather..makes me more depressed.

everyday is gloomy, and it rains all the times..

I used to like rainy days,

but I don't like them anymore..I guess..

God..I'm so stupid...

I will never ever think about that

and I will never care about that.

cuz I know it's not gonna happen to me

and I don't hope that happens to me.

That person already got it and

I also got it.

So, I don't wanna even care about that anymore.

I'll start a new life.