As I think back on

hard times that I experienced

indescribably doleful and hurtful momnets

in my childhood that had

to be happy like ordinary children who had

the same age as mine.

But all of the feelings I have those things

from my mind are not so negative.

I feel bittersweet.

No matter how many tearful experience

I met at the time was,

I feel indebted to the Lord who has been

with me so far

with unchangeable and unfalling love and

mercy.

I do love Jesus who allowed me overcome

and triumph all kinds of sorrowful things

in my life.

If He hadn't been with me at the time,

it's certain that I wouldn't have been

possible to deal with such a tearful and

heartbreaking things in my life!

When I think back on all of the blessings

I've received from the Lord,

-however impossible it may be to count

them one by one-

I can't feeling thankful  for that

instead of wanting to let out a torrent of

complaints out of my mouth.

Probably, I am the happiest person

in the world.