i thought if i take a long nap and i'll feel better. but i awake from an evil dream. i don't know why that was happend. my family had a good dinner yesterday and i was a good mood.

 but i can'e compose myself right now.

i'm aready 24yeare old but still just an immature youth with a superficial view of everything.

i don't know what to expect,

but i imagine that i will be a daydreamer. i wanna live more dramatic life, love,

 and dream because my life was out of level. am i indulge myself in extravagant thinking and expect?..

a conversation is not everything. a honeyed word, a word or sympathy, eloquence is not a real word. isn't it?

...

really complicated.

yeah, i'm emotionally unstable.

 but that is me, not her, her or her that girl is me.

no problem. you know i can start the day with a hot cup or fresh coffee.

oh yeah, my brother gave me really sweet coffee yesterday.

thanks for him.