when lovers fight, girls tend to get crazy and guys cant stop themselves from being an ass. thats absolutely harsh though its just the way it is. i dont only mean this lovers quarrel stuff. every relationship has never been easy from the genesis era. its funny to mention at this point but im not into fight. not saying that im the biggest fan of gandhi. I just know im the winner in the end and i just pity for those losers. ok,  just let me tell you the truth: i know god would bless me even though i can be a selfish irresoponsible monster which says to me god would still love my evil enemy (if they repent, iguess?) the way he loves me. i understand theres not much can do so i totally gave it up on that section ages ago. thankfully, being not able to be perfect has proved (rationalized) my theory!

winning or losing in relationships is meaningless unless you are on the side of love. i wanna have a big heart, bigger heart, biggest heart.