" I always say to you my dear, that 'love' is something you cannot quantify...but since you ask and ask I shall try my best to explain it all to you... My dear, you see these pictures and writing that I have put up here, they're all for you, in my efforts to try to explain to you just what you mean to me, and how you make me feel... You know what I am like when I try to explain something, my mind goes all funny and I can't seem to get my words out in any kind of order what so ever but all I know is that I can't imagine a tomorrow without you now... I can't imagine a me without you or a you without me... All I know is that I love you so that I want us to promise a future together, to promise that we will stay as we are, or even get better...to be honest I'm happy the way we are now that I can't possibly imagine for it to get any better... if it can, then I guess it'll be more than perfect cos we're perfect now... then I guess we can say we're in heaven... My dear, you don't know how much this present moment means to me...I am holding onto this moment so tightly with both hands that they have become a part of my hands, a part of me... Well... this is more difficult that I had imagined, trying to explain all this to you... but no worries hun, you and I have a whole life ahead of us for me to explain and for you to understand... we've got plenty of time, but i may overlap into the after life just to explain to you how much I adore you, how much I love you, how much I thank you, how much I missed you, how much you mean to me and what a perfect guy you are for me... I do hope you will allow me this life time for me to explain..."